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YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY!!! [06 Jun 2007|03:29pm]
YAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!
IM GOING TO BE INTERVIEWED FOR A RESEARCH IN SHRINERSS!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!
its volunteer, but stiilllll!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!
soooooooooooooooooooo happy i have something to do this summer!!!!!
OMGMGOGMOGOGMGOMGOMGMGOMGMMGG!!!
*huggles*
^__________________________^
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poooooorrr panda!! [31 May 2007|10:07am]
[ mood | NSU PUBLICITY!!! ]

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070531/ap_on_sc/china_panda_death

how saaaaaddd!!!

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[30 May 2007|05:37pm]
[ mood | まぁね? ]

なんか。。。ばかじゃない?? あたし??
そうと 思うよ。。。
なんか、友達は あたしに 相談して。。。 あたし 本当に 感動した。。。。
あの 友達 大好きですが。。。 まぁ。。。 何もできねいじゃろ。
あの 人は。。。 頭が いいし、かっこいいし。。。 たいてい やさしいし。。。。。。
もう。。。 あきらめる。
できるかなぁぁ。。。

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blah [18 May 2007|10:20am]
[ mood | blah ]

i'm back in sac for the summer.
taking summer skool at AR: english and stats.

im bored and miss you guys!!
*huggles*

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laugh [01 Apr 2007|09:41am]
hahaha, i hate hormones.
i cried during every single episode of Hana Yori Dango 2....
v_____v
but oguri shun is soo cute, and matsumoto jun is just sooo... *sigh* hahaha

if u guys havent seen hana yori dango 1, it can be watched from aznv.tv.
all you need to do is dl winamp, and register, and its all FREE!!
a must, a must....
kya...
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hahah, i looooose [18 Mar 2007|12:51pm]
[ mood | amused ]

XD
i dont drink.
i dont party.
buuuuut.
i hang out with people who do....
hahahaa, to make it short, i went to someones place last night where everyone was playing kings and yea...
silly kids.
i should go study now, i havent done that in a while.
and if i get bad grades, i'm going to ARC... so...... i should study, no??


*huggles* i love you all, thank you soo much. you never kno how much you hold someone in your heart till.... well, till you kno! ^____^ made sense to me!
LOOOOOOVEE!!!!
i still have love to give, so come and get it!

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i just want to bitch. [11 Mar 2007|07:30pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

am all alone sitting in the fucking lounge trying to do my fucking chem hwk online.
I HATE IT SOO MUCH I WANT IT TO DIE!!
fucking physics in fucking chem, they arent supposed to combine!!!
a wise man once said that combining math and chem would be utter doom, but what did ppl go off and do anyways??? THEY MIXED THE FUCKING TWO!!!
goddamnit!!
i'm failing bio, i'm being a huuuuuuuuuge loser in chem, and japanese is sooo not fun.
I DONT KNO WHAT THE FUCK TO DO!!!
y am i soo stupid.
derek was right, i cant make it out in berkeley.
my chances for med skool are over
just last semester, they were over.
damned kids who get high and drink all the time are doing a hell of a lot better than me!!!!
wtf?!?!
y is it that i cant retain a single bit of information???
IM ALL ALONE!!! literally! look at me in this room!! usually there is sooo many ppl , but now???? where did they go?!?!?!?
i cant bitch to anyone cause its the same damn sob storry over and over and over again.
i hate everything and everyone, and those that i dont hate at all... i just dont kno how to act with them....
NSU is wonderful, but everyone is stepping all over me. "sarah do this" "sarah, can u do that?" "sarah, sarah, sarah!!"
FUCK!!
and my fucking roommate.... YOUR DOING BETTER THAN ME, BITCH!! STOP COMPLAINING!!!
and y cant tu just fucking leave me alone?!?!?! STOP CALLING ME U ASSHOLE!! i told u to stop, and u dont listen!! u never fucking listen, and guess why i hate u now!??!?!?

FUCK!!!
soooooooooo angry and depressed, and no one understnads, i want to scream and cry and just....
just....
v__________________________v

i was looking at tina's and daniel's deviantart...
i almost cried out of nostalgia....

i dont kno where to go, i dont kno what to do.
i need a job
i need to volunteer
i want to hang out with friends, but many i cant.
everything in this world has turned awkward, and i dont kno y.
y is everything so awkward????
it didnt use to be....
everything used to be soo simple and nice....
the sun was the sun, the grass was just grass...
night was dark, and day was light.


soo bitter... just sooo bitter....
T_____T
i feel like theres no shoulder to cry on when in reality there are tons... its just pride that stops me...
fucking pride...
fucking life.....

fucking chem......

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yay!! [02 Jan 2007|12:05pm]
happy new years everyone!!
and let it be good!!
^____________^

haha, watching j-dramas is funn.... >___<

I WISH EVERYONE THE GREATEST YEAR YET!!!
*nods*
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[27 Dec 2006|02:48am]
v________________________v
what a depressing vaca so far...
all i have to say is that all i am is full of hate and anger...
i dont kno what to do with it all...
i'm gaining weight, my grades suck and i'm breaking out more than i ever have...
i pain here and there, and i dont kno what to do most of the time.
the ppl that i normally talk to, they're either away or something... i dont kno what.
and i cant talk to a friend who used to be my best... i dont kno what to do. i dont hate her, but i just... cant talk anymore... and he says "she even forgave that dummy"
first off, i dont need to be forgiven, and second, i dont appreciate being called a dummy...
i just need a hero
someone who can save me from everyone and everything including myself
i dont trust me, and i dont trust most other ppl...
some i would like to put trust in i cant because it would go to waste or its just too hard...
i dont kno what to do, i dont kno what to do at all...
things seemed sooo much simpler when we were younger... we get up in the morn, go to skool, play, come back home and sleep... not much needed to go through the brain... just get by everyday with a nice smile...
kokoro ga itainjaan... and i dont kno what to do about it... hmmm... but from experience from a friend dating girls can be hella lot more headache than a guy...
ugh... guys suck.
and so do colds.... i keep on having to sneeze....
and i get these weird sick spells... its like car sickness only im not in the car... like today, i took an hour nap cause i couldnt take how yucky i felt...


anywho, hope everyone had a great christmas, and have a marvelous new year!! yoi otoshi o omukae kudasai!! ^____^
man, i wish i was japanese... XP
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YAY!!! [15 Dec 2006|03:04am]
I PASSED CHEM!!!!
^__________________^
I GOT A P!!!
^__________________^

*huggles to all*
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[11 Nov 2006|02:18pm]
[ mood | full ]

wow, i havent been on lj in a while...
how is everyone??

went to hayward yesterday.... theres nothing there....
my view from my room is hella better than the one at CSU East Bay...

omg, i finnally watched gokusen!! i have one last episode to watch, but i was able to suck my roomates and their friend to enjoy it, so i cant watch it till they come back!! HURRY!!
and after that is hana yori dango, and gokusen 2!!!!! KYA!!! CANT WAIT!!!!!!
i want a jun mastumoto~kun soooo much..... v______v

ahh!! midterms this friday, both math and chem, one right after the other!!
i'll fail both, watch... but my math class isnt pass/no pass... what do i do??
study i guess...

LOVE!!
I MISS PPLLSSS!!

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sooo much to say!! [09 Oct 2006|07:58am]
[ mood | busy ]

there is soo much to talk about, yet i cant write them now...
interested?? ask me questions!
i think i want that... maybe...

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[02 Sep 2006|09:05am]
stayed up till about 2:30 last night talking online with derek, son, and a new guy named jeffrey....
and i was in casey's room.....
>____<

TODAY RYAN COMES TO PLAY WITH ME!!!
^__________^ i <33333 ryan soooo much!!!!
::sigh:: but he'll never grow up...

ugh, serious conversations make me sad.

i dont kno many other ppl do i...

i should start studying someday....


i bought an aqua cd last night for $4... not a bad price, right??
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putnam porn [31 Aug 2006|08:45am]
[ mood | distressed ]

putnam porn... what is it??
well i live in putnam, and putnam porn is a webcam of a virgin guy getting his first with a prostitute in his room in Putnam hall on the 5th floor. supposedly they are both ugly, and have very bad commentary.
this was distributed almost everywhere and he was expelled from berkeley.

did i watch this??
HELL NO!!
i saw like... two seconds of it, got scared, and walked out with a guy named stevo into our friends dorm room....
*shudders*
ugh.... some ppl are just... ugh...

i need new friends....
o well, the ones i've got are good.

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[22 Aug 2006|08:57am]
[ mood | i need a better jacket... ]

AAAHHH!!! i'm not at home!!!!!

first of all, there are sooommee cute guys.... nothing to go *gasp* about. second, I FOUND SOME OLD FRIENDS!!! YAYAYAYAY!! like shino from japanese skool! and ppl from middle skool!
welps, its my... 4th day in berkeley...

i need a tinar....
and a crazy marie.......
v___v
AND KIICHI!! i'm using the key chain thingy, VERY HANDY!! DOOOOOMOOOO!!!

roooommates....
the one that came from africa two years ago is soo nice.... she makes me happy.
the pakistany one, she makes me giggle cause she kinda has my personality... bit on the messy side, but thats ok!
yayers!
awww, i've been hanging out with casey and steven lee for the majority of the time.
AND BEEN STAYING OUT LATE!!! or later than i usually do... so thats not much... is it....

finacial aid is kicking me in the ass... i need to go talk to an adviser person but i cant get there when they open, and if i go any later, there will be like 5 pages of ppl that they have to go through before they can get to me... SUCKS AAAASSSSSMMMMAAAARR!!!

how's everyone elses classes and rest of the summer going??
SKOOL STARTS NEXT MONDAY FOR ME!! YAYERS!

derek visits today with reiko and allegra is coming to visit too... and were gonna go to target!! wOOt!!

LOOOOVVVEE!!! i miss everyone too much...

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[15 Aug 2006|10:55am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

welps... this is it...
v____v
so sad....
i love you all!!
*huggles*
starting to pack... i feel like its too early even tho i'm supposed to be their on sat....
>________>
some ppl said they'd promise and visit.... i hope they do....

I DONT KNOW WHO MY ROOMMATES ARE YET!!!
damn...

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[11 Aug 2006|07:54am]
[ mood | giddy ]

hahaha, what an exciting day yesterday was....

first off, at costco, the guy who checks to make sure u dont steal anything kept bothering me while i was waiting for my mom outside.... i could have cried! hahahaha...

and second, i talked to a cute guy!! wow... i'm proud of me. but he's a senior at el camino... he likes the hooka.... and wants to go into business....
and he asked me to hang out with him this weekend! he's sooo cute!!
but alas, i cant, i have the bazaar!!!! KICKASS!!!

EVERYONE GO TO THE BAZAAR!!!! THIS WEEKEND AT THE BUDDHIST CHURCH!!!

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[31 Jul 2006|06:45pm]
[ mood | blank ]

doop doop...

omg... when i was walking to get lunch... there was this guy in a van taht pulled up into the apartment building that i was walking next to and he was all like "hey, HEY!" and i was just confused, looked at him, and thought he needed help getting sumwhere, so i stopped... but kept my distance mind u!! there was a big grassy area between us....
anwho, he said next: "you single??"
at taht second, i turned, looked upset, and walked as fast as i could and took out my phone to look busy, calling tinar.... ^___^
and he called out after me "so ur not??"
but he was hella scary and ugly, i thought he was gonna come out of the van and chase after me and like... hit me or sumfin, iono....
i would defend myself of course, but still....
never experienced this ever.....


I WANT PPL TO VISIT ME AT THE GALLERIA!!!!!

less than 2 weeks......
v___v
byebye...

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[09 Jul 2006|09:55pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

bah... i dont even think thats the half of it...
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[09 Jul 2006|02:44pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

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